Story behind a song
There are some unsent letters from
me, my brother, my sister-in-law, and my beloved nephew. They were all written
in our hearts, time will help us to send out the letters when it is time.
Letter from me
I was in London when I got a call
from my sister-in-law. My nephew, Tommy, has been diagnosed with leukemia. He
is the first kid of my brother, 7 years old this year. I still remember that he
was born on the Valentine’s Day of 2006.
I have never talked to my brother
for years. There were some misunderstanding between us and no one has initiated
to solve them. One of the reasons I moved to London was to avoid seeing them
and I just wanted to have a little peace for myself. That was selfish which I
started to admit when years passed by.
Over the years, I realized that
how important my family has meant for me. There is hardly someone out there who
truly cares about you except your family member. However, my life has been
settled down here in London, it is hard for me to go back and living like the
old times.
Finally, I have a rational reason
to go back to my hometown. I need to visit my nephew. He is too young and too
innocent to fight with leukemia, who knows what is happening next after the
chemotherapy treatment. He has yet to seen the world. He needs to go around the
world to explore the other sides of the world.
Letter from my brother
My brother has moved to London
some years ago. I have never seen him for quite a while. When he was young, I
was almost like his second father. Dad always works at overseas. He is the
youngest kid in the house and he has to hold my hands to feeling secured before
falling to sleep.
In his seventeen, typically the
age of teenage rebellion, he started to change. He was once the top student in
school but not anymore after he got some new friends. They hung out together
after school and usually came home late. The situation and their relationship
became complicated that I do not really want to talk about it again.
Probably I have been too harsh on
him in this issue that made him feeling annoyed of me. Since then, we seldom
talk and he tried not to talk to me about anything. I was trying to help him,
to lead him not going into a wrong direction but it did not seem working. In
2007, he left home.
Letter from my sister in law
I have never expected this to
happen in my life. I would trade whatever I have to recover my kid. The
chemotherapy has been going on for nearly half a year. This was the last
treatment and we will be having a little celebration after leaving the hospital.
It has been a while, I could not
have any sound sleep since the day Tommy was diagnosed with leukemia. I
understand that it is a long journey to the road of recovery. This is a
challenge in my life that God wants me to get through and I will be strong. If
I am not strong, how is Tommy going to get through it?
Letter from my nephew
Everyone is worrying about me. I
know that something has happened to my body but I do not want to see people
around me being unhappy. Whether how bad is my situation going to be tomorrow,
I just want to live happily today.
I heard that Uncle Joe is coming
back. It has been a long time since the last time I saw him. Uncle Joe seldom
talks to dad. I am not sure about what happened to them in past. I hope that
Uncle Joe could move back from London one day so that I would ask him to teach
me painting and playing the piano.
The Greatest Love of All by Whitney Houston
I believe the children are our are
future
Teach them well and let them lead
the way
Show them all the beauty they
possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make
it easier
Let the children's laughter remind
us how we used to be
Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfill
my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me
I decided long ago, never to walk
in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all
And if by chance, that special
place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love
Tommy passed
away 1 year after the chemotherapy treatment. He had some mild infection but
his body was too weak to survive from the infection. Sometimes, human beings
are fragile, as fragile as dust.
It is 2014,
January, this is the first year I am going back my hometown to celebrate
Chinese New Year. I miss my home. Long live my family....
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